Secrets.

October 26, 2007, 1:31 am
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This has always been therapuetic for me. I’ve done it numerous times to let stuff out. Don’t ask if you’re on here or who’s who, that’s not the point.

1. Some days you make me wonder what it would be like to just go on one date with you. Other days, I hope I never find out.

2. I want to know what sets us apart.

3. I still think you’ll wake up one day and realize how perfect we are for each other.

4. You’re the breath of fresh air that I’ve been praying for for months. I don’t think you’ll ever understand how much I admire you.

5. I can’t figure you out. We used to be near inseperable, in a sense. But since the summer ended, even though you say you want to, you can never make time for me. I wish our friendship had been real enough to last through school starting. You were one of the few. And right now especially, I need your laughter in my life.

6. Sometimes you annoy me in the worst ways possible, and I know sometimes its evident and I hate that I can’t control my frustration. Because really, I’d be nothing without you loving and believing in me like you do.

7. You don’t even deserve this space.

8. “Actions speak louder than words.” I wish I could find time to make my actions match my words. When I tell you that I miss you and I want to spend time together, I mean it.

9. We’re strangers just holding on to a label- and I hate that. I miss what we truly used to be.

10. I believe that if you try once and it doesn’t work, then second and third shots are only prolonging the inevitable. But I have to say: lately, you’ve been re-catching my attention.